Working, while it has been freeing has also been really hard. I tried not coming home on my lunch breaks since Maggie has been doing really well on the formula when I'm not there so all it did was upset her when I left again. Then, a few days ago I realized that I was getting depressed in the afternoons and especially depressed if anyone came in with a small child. I miss her so much. It really feels wrong to me to be away from her for such a large chunk of the day. I get home at 6ish and have two or three hours with her before she goes to sleep, that is just not enough. How do people deal with it? I need more than two days a week with my little girl. I have already mentioned that I feel like I'm missing so much. How does Matt deal with only having one day a week? He works so much. I feel bad moving us farther away from his work. He does leave before we wake up though. That gives him some extra time with her before I get home and that actually seems to be enough for him. I was spoiled for eight months. Now I have to deal with the reality of not having enough time with her. Maybe there is some way to work out a part time deal. Maybe I could find a job at which I work four days and make enough for us to pay our bills. I'm sorry you don't need to listen to me whine. That is where I am at right now though.

I need to get back on the ball and take some pictures. Maggie looks ultra cute with her two top teeth coming in. I am sorry about not being able to make it to visit people more. We really want to make it various places to see everyone.

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